40th Wedding Anniversary

I cant still believe it that 40th years ago my parents got married and in fact I was present in the ceremony ... that makes me 40 this year... wow .... I cant believe it ...

we Celebrated Big .. specially me that decide to get wasted so bad that I dont remember how I end up in my bed... good thing I didnt have a hang over.

That Day I realize how much people love my parents .. they are the best and im so grateful to still have them.. GOD BLESS them forever ..

PS: I did miss my angelitos a lot .. sniff sniff

Do as you see!!

So today I received the news that Anthony is being kick out of the program he was in(recovery for alcohol and drug abuse) and he is being transfer to his favorite place in Marin County.

The problem now is that he needs to realize that things will not change if he doesnt change. He doesnt have any mental or psycological problems what he have is a bad case of mama's boy madness, he was so use to get into tramtums that he never got out of that habit, so now he still does it , he just need to grow up and realize that he is the owner of his own life and unless he realize that he will be able to move on.

I love you GOrdo but you need to honestly grow up!

jumping of hapiness

I miss my Alyssa and my Anthony so much .. tomorrow I will be able to see my babygirl for the whole weekend .. I know we are going to have a great time...
Anthony we are praying for you so you can realize that the step you took is a great one... we love you and we will see you soon ....mama

My New Creations...

After ( Nice Hippie Scarf)

Before ...(Old Holey Sweater)

this year I decide to finish all my incomplete projects.. so far im doing really good and of course I'm always creation new things... here is an example of recycle yarn ..My Aunt gave me and old sweater that have some holes in it and I decide to convert it in a beautiful scarf....

VISITING MY ALYSSA

So on the morning of January 2 we wake up at 4am and drove all the way to Standish, Ca. about 5 hours from where we live to go visit Alyssa , she is staying in a nice Ranch House outside the city of Susanville.

We spend some very nice quality time with her and got to know the people she lives with.

she is very lucky to have this experience she is lucky that she is staying with a wonderful lady that have nothing but love thors her.

we left around 9pm and drove back with a tear in my eye i have to say goodbye but i was feeling very calm and peaceful since I know she is being taking care of and this is definatelly a good experience for her.

NEW YEAR.... NEW LIFE

After a whole year of ups and downs and downs and downs i decide to start this one with a new attitute, a very positive one and I had the great idea of putting all my progress in a blog.
so i will tell you day by day how things are going with my and my family, I know is going to be fun.

I have a blessing in the house

today we had the rosary for our lady of guadalupe , there is a big blessing for me to actually be able to do that tonight. hopefully things will continue going well.

family is doing good , i talk to Alyssa today she is doing ok , she like where she is, i miss her so much. they might be a chance we can see her for Christmas.

we have to make a desition on what to do for the holidays.
well im tired i was on my feet all day.

things are going to be better tomorrow